| i'm closing down this site and starting a much more serious one.
quotes just really arent my thing anymore.
all that he left me bullshit just pisses me off now.
so i'l post the name of the site here when i have it. |
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| dont leave; not now; not ever; i need you by my side so the monster under my bed doesnt eat me alive<3
you're a terrible terrible person and i hate you so much but without you i am nothing
i'm sitting here looking at it.
thinking what it could bring me.
it'll quiet my thoughts of suicide and pain.
it'll try not to remind me that death is so close.
it gets closer by the day.
What to do when the end is so near?
so i'll take a sip and see what happens next.
take it back.
take it back.
i can't have it.
i don't want it anymore.
i've had my fun gone through the pain.
i don't want it anymoore.
take it back.
please.
i can't handle it anymore.
i don't want it.
take it back.
please.
before i explode. |
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| i have no inspiration in my life
it walked out the door
locked me inside
and never looked backed.
what is it gonna take for you to love me back?
if you ever start relize your true feelings
and they are for me
you know where to find me
locked away in my self pity
my bones are breaking.
my bodies crashing.
my soul is crumbling.
my sanity long gone.
i cant take it anymore
its the end
there is no more
i'll take this knife
to make everything go red
i couldnt take it
its over and gone.
so i'll just slit my wrists and see what happens next.
see who notices the scars.
see who cares.
next day.
no one notices.
i'll just take this gun and
find out how my head reacts to a bullet.
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| look foward don't look back.
relize your mistakes.
try to fix them.
and move on.
i don't wanna cry anymore but i look at my life
and i can't help but break down.
regretting your choices.
trying to make it right.
not getting anywhere.
so much anger.
to much hate.
no one would be able to handle this.
with a smile on thier face.
dissapointment so great.
did it at least feel good,
when it was in your veins?
don't tell me your sorry
because i've heard it all before.
she was a gifted young girl.
of about average height.
she had the world in front of her.
until he crushed all her dreams.
tore them from the sky and said no more.
he smothered all her hopes.
crafted them into his own.
there's nothing left to the girl.
except a future of fear.
dissapointment and fear.
can't you feel anything else?
the last few days he's gotten worse.
the time we all dreaded is now coming to a close.
soon he'll be gone only a fond memory.
i've lost hope in everything.
there is no god.
and if i'm wrong he is a cruel one. |
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| i'm going fucking crazy inside.
stuck in these four walls.
trying to escape.
trying to find meaning somewhere somehow.
going fucking insane.
losing everybody i care about.
trying to escape.
not getting anywhere.
except deeper inside.
my only friends,
the voices inside my head.
i have to find a way out.
before my sanity vanishes completley.
i have no hope left
i'll take this last plunge
into the icy water
and maybe you'll be there
to save me
or maybe i'll be on my
own again
theres only one way
to find out.
you walked into mylife so fast.
destruction the only thing on your mind.
taking everything in your path.
leaving nothing behind but a broken soul.
now i'm looking back and relizing there never was anything before you.
but i've decided i'm gonna make something of this.
everyone i know says life's not worth the pain why can't they see the better things in life? |
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